Life has been really relaxed after Blocks and honestly, I'm not that used to it YET.

Sec 4 has been really hectic, I even had to give up fandom for it, although not completely, but to not touch variety shows is a huge thing to miss out on. However, I still think it's a sacrifice worth making, for the 7 As.

Honestly, I don't feel like going to Junior College, partially, because of the change in learning environment, not wanting to separate with watermelons, and partially, because of the boys. No, I'm not indicating that I'm going to start flirting or what-so-ever. I'm never going to stoop so low to that state. The thought of studying with boys, makes me feel all squeamish inside. 4 years in a girls' school, and this is what you get. Heck. I can't even speak to my male cousins/neighbors while looking at them in the eyes anymore. Maybe it's just the growing up thing, when you get all conscious about yourself, but I've never been those kind of person to actually care about appearances.

I've been hearing a lot about Junior College and I'm already dreading my school life there. They made it sound like a place I wouldn't fit in at all, with all that non-healthy competitiveness and things like that. I would love to keep on ranting, but basically, it's just... I HATE JC OMG.

Speaking of the future, I really don't know what to take up in the future. My mother is like all set on getting me into medical school, even though she says she's not. Forensics and profiling has really gotten into my head since the start of this year and I think this field ain't bad at all, even though it's not an iron rice bowl. My friends have been telling me to take up Journalism, as everyone thinks I'm suitable for this kind of thing. Investigative Journalism doesn't sound bad either. My future is so bleak, so just let me die now.

The Earth spins on a tilted axis, that's why life is unfair.