Greetings, from the me (who is like that)
Sigh, our last EOY in Nanyang is coming to an end, and even though everyone's glad, I'm sure that we're all kind of hesitant about this whole thing ending. I mean, we're going to graduate in 18 days, that number doesn't sound really nice, does it?
Graduating, over to that hellhole, Hwa Chong Junior College, where I would have to meet those people who I really wanted to cut off all ties with after I entered Nanyang, but since it's inevitable that I would have to meet them face to face one day, I guess I'll just have to live with it.
Honestly, I don't want to see THEM. I don't want to have any ties/connection with them. No, I don't want to even bump into them along the corridors. I'm sure those that are influential (shall use this to replace popular because the other side of popular is notorious) will remain influential in whatever way they want to, and those who are like floating around here and there will continue to float around here and there.
But hey, I'm not scared anymore. I'm not scared of being all alone anymore. I'm no longer afraid of being back-stabbed by someone anymore. Because I have found myself a group of fun-loving, caring and understanding friends who I know I can even trust my life with. This group of friends. Think about it, how many people actually can find friends like that? They say, you cannot trust anyone in life. But I chose to trust them, and they chose to trust me, it's this trust that bonds us together. It might sound cheesy, but it's definitely true.
Just read another blog post, and I actually silently laughed at it. Seriously, for someone who back stabs her friends like it's nothing, you expect people to come up to you, and go, "Hey! Let's be friends!" Bullshit, you can wait a thousand years and that is never going to happen. No one in the right mind would befriend a shrewd person like you, who has hidden intentions, no matter what you're doing.
I'm glad I'm a changed person now. I am so glad. In primary school, I was the loner, I was the emo one, but when I go over, I'm going to shout right in their faces, I'm not the person I was last time, I have changed. I'm no longer the weakling all you people thought I was.
2013, I don't care if you're going to come like at the speed of sound, or at the speed of light. I don't care. Time doesn't matter if it's always a good time<3
Wan Xin