Start of 2013.

Amazingly, I have entered 2013, not with a bang, but fireworks. Honestly, I can't say how I'm feeling about the year ahead of me, but I can tell you that I am pretty f*cking afraid of whatever challenges I might face.

Challenges I have to overcome in Junior College:

1) Talking to guys

Ok, so after 4 years of hardly talking to any boys at all, I'm going to find it a little awkward settling into Hwa Chong, but of course, every girl has her fantasies and yes, of course I'm waiting for something romantic to happen to me during JC (like that will happen). But talking to guys? I can't even look at them for god's sake. Look, I'm not even exaggerating. This is true. I can't look at them, much less talk to them. Let's allow nature to take it's course okay. I'm not even going to try talking to them. Maybe, not. But we'll see.

2) Failure and poor results

I know things like failure and poor results are the norm in Junior College, but it's also that one thing that I'm extremely afraid of. It may be hard to overcome the fear of failing, but this should be a barrier easier to overcome than the previous one.

3) Maintaining close relations with current friends

Regretfully, some of us are taking different subject combinations and I've heard from the seniors that just a subject difference would tear friends apart so easily. I'm honestly very afraid of that, but let's hope it wouldn't happen.

4) Meeting primary school (GUY) classmates
That being a fear alone, is my whole primary school life in a nutshell.

Other than that, there's nothing else I think. Let's hope it won't be Primary School Ver. 2 for now.