Graces'12 ended yesterday.

Although the dinners were pretty boring, I must say the nights were fun (: Still, I hope our class can grow more bonded. I'm not saying that it's totally their fault, but I guess it's partially my fault as well D: The yukata was pretty good :D, but the dress didn't fit me as well as expected RAWR. I guess wearing feminine stuff will never suit me hoho~

Watched Boss last night too! Just so happened there was Shida Mirai in that episode. Toda Erika + Shida Mirai = KANPEKI COMBI. BOSS is really some kick-ass drama, nice cast, nice plot, great filming. Speaking of which, I should watch the latest episodes of Hungry and Lucky Seven soon~ I dropped Ending Planner like long time ago, idk why, but the plot simply does not capture me enough. The start was so-so as well.

If I were to choose the best drama of this season, it's definitely Strawberry Night. It's just RAWRSOME ^_^ The suspense and everything~

Watching too much crime dramas really changed my mind on studying medicine in university. Even though Singapore is like some boring city where nothing happens, I still feel like taking on a role of keeping the country safe. Be someone useful to the society I guess (because the who I am now, is utterly useless) Studying psychology and journalism have gradually made their way into my mind. Now, I seriously don't know which path I should take in order to secure a future for me.

Journalism sounds like real fun. I could do either entertainment/travel/food (wine and all)/photography/investigative journalism. My language and everything may not be there yet, but I do believe I have the energy and enthusiasm for this whole thing. Rather than staying cooped up in the office, I think I'd rather much go around finding out new stuff about the world.

Psychology is what I really want to do now. My mother said if I were to do psychology, I should open a clinic. But when I say I don't wanna do clinical psychology, she's like meh ._. What I want to study is forensics psychology, criminal profiling, understand the fantasies of serial murderers and realise the truth of crimes. I want to see the real world, instead of just reading things from behind the newspapers. I feel that criminals are after all, still humans. Some kill for sadistic pleasure and all sorts of weird reasons that are not reasons, but stereotyping criminals or murderers is simply just wrong, I find. Sometimes, I think we should understand that what drives these criminals also include love for family and friends, and not just simply revenge. They are just like us, we get angry, we get scared, we all want revenge at some point in our lives, but we are able to control it. Criminals are just like us, just that, they have been worn down emotionally and mentally. Maybe, I thought doing criminal profiling might help me understand people more, at the same time, understand human nature and myself.

Lastly, medicine. Honestly, nothing has really motivated me to study this subject. I have never really strongly believed in saving lives or changing lives before. But what interests me is the brain. Maybe if I really do manage to enter this course, I'll be a neurologist.

But honestly, who knows? I may end up being a bartender/sommelier/chef for all you know. HAHA. Let's just leave that for the future. For now, I'll worry about indices instead :)

Wan Xin