Hi world,

I've been really busy, like busy busy, I can't explain how busy I've been. There are just too many things occurring at a time and my stupid brain can't seem to keep up with them. But still, I shall blog.

Recently, I've been feeling really off about life. Life is just so irritating, it doesn't go the way you want it to, it goes against you. Then, I ponder all the quotes that famous politicians, or billionaires always say, but you are only able to say that just because you have somehow made it. What about the rest of us who can't?

I'm like really sick and tired of everything. Of failing at every sport? Of failing at every subject? Of failing at everything I try and work hard to do. I've never met anyone else who is as fail as I am. Yes, tell me I'm depressed. Sometimes, I just feel like climbing to the top floor of some tall building and jump from there, enjoy the cool air breeze past me, before hitting hard ground, face down. Ouch.

I've tried! Who said I never? I tried the piano, clearly it wasn't my thing. I tried the guitar, clearly it wasn't my thing either. I tried writing a story, it worked out in some ways and failed in several other ways.

I'm just so irritated, I don't want to live this life anymore. If only I could be me, just that I'm no longer me.

What am I talking about,
Delusional Me.