It's finally September.
Another 1 more month to go, and I am, I mean we are going to be out of Nanyang.
Before that, there's End of Years, which I really don't want to go through, but oh well.
Anyways, many things have happened in August. There was the 95th Anniversary Musical, of course, as well as Teacher's Day celebration, National Day celebration and all the festivities.
Time passes really fast. Gah, I don't know what to say anymore.
Looking at those pictures, I realised once again that I was such a misfit in primary school. I don't even know how I survived those 6 years with no true friends by my side. I really don't know. Looking back, all the time spent crying, all the time spent screaming at all those backstabbers, they were really not worth it. Was I that unlikable? I don't know. If we were still classmates, would they like the me now? I'm not sure either. Maybe they'll hate me forever.
But then again, I'm thankful for the friends I have now. Every single one of you, no matter how big our group is. I'm afraid things will change in JC, but I believe watermelons will stay as one.
It's not that I'm lazy to make friends, or rather, I'm afraid of making friends. All that has happened in primary school has made me have this phobia of making friends and being so conscious of myself. Because I don't know what is wrong with me. Was I too clingy? Was I just too ugly? Was I just too dishonest? I don't know. Maybe, it was just me. No, correction, it is me.
I'm not looking forward to Hwa Chong, not one bit at all. To see them again, I don't want to. I really don't want to. Another 2 more years, just another 2 more years, then I will probably bid farewell to every single one of those memories. Those detestable memories.
Just another 2 more years. Hang on.