The last P.E lesson, the last supper.

Refused to get my ass on court today because something terrible would happen.

Honestly, I'm glad P.E is over. I guess it differs for everyone. For me, P.E has always been something fun and all, but eventually, it became a platform for me to think about life. I am sorry for being so stubborn and acting like a spoilt child. But I seriously can't do it. I definitely can't. You guys can say it's just for fun. But it's fun because you guys are good at it. Maybe you guys will never understand how it feels to be me. You guys don't want to either. I feel loved and all, but sometimes, try to understand.

Was wondering about life on the bus today. Took the bus with Melissa but did not talk at all. Looking at her back, I wondered how she felt about her life, which I wanted to live so much. But then again, one who leads a gray coloured life would never be able to live a colourful life.

"I shall not get myself involved in things that I am not needed in."

"You said I had talent. So what is it?"

"I have no talent, therefore I'm envious."