Hey Ahma,
I don't know how to comfort you using oral speech, but I feel I can better express myself here (:
Ahma! Don't feel so depressed okay! I know as the elder sister in your family, you have many responsibilities to carry, and sometimes, it's really stressful. I understand, because I'm an elder sister as well. I understand that I have to bear the responsibility of taking care of my brother, should anything happen. I understand it perfectly well.
But Ahma, you have to be strong. You are strong, but you need to be tougher than how you already are. Ahma, everyone loves you, you have everyone's support. You're not alone in this. It's okay to cry sometimes, just let it all out if you need to, because we won't mock you, we won't laugh at you. We're friends - we support you.
Another thing, don't be such a worrywart you Yappy. The more you think about it, the more stressed out you get! You'll be fine, Ahma! You will be fine. きっと大丈夫! Wan is always right, don't doubt her words (: Ahma you need to have more faith in yourself you toot. Don't worry so much okay? You're talented! You have your art, tennis and leadership skills, that will bring you much further than just pure academic results can in this 21st century. Believe in yourself<3 If I can believe in you, I'm sure you can believe in yourself as well.
I know it's late and you're probably asleep, but I hope when you finally see this, you can perk up, and face whatever that may come. Be it success, be it failure, Ahma, you know I'll always be there for you okay? :D
SO CHEER UP YOU TOOT/POOP/YAPPY.
WAN LOVES YOU >:D