I guess I've said this many times. I am a useless person. I am probably the most useless person anyone has ever seen. I have no worth. I am worthless. If I were a slave, I would be sold for free. I am worthless. There are dumb blondes, there are geeks, there are blonde geeks. But I belong to none. I am not a blonde, a geek nor a blonde geek. Nor am I Adele. I can't prove myself to be worth of something. Haha. Pathetic, am I? The best thing I'm probably good at is acting. Acting that everything is fine, when I scream till I want to pull my throat out at home. "Why am I me? Why am I so worthless? Why do I exist on this planet?" These words ring in my mind 24/7. They frighten me in my dreams. They taunt me in school. "You are worthless" I guess no one understands. Who tries to understand? I am so sick of living. I no longer have any will to live any longer. Why can't people die when they're 16? I really can't hold on anymore. Not when I'm so useless like this.