Really tired and sunburnt. But it was fun, I guess.

Was rather emotional over some things - I don't even know what 'some things' were. Just felt super restless and wanted to cry so much, but over what, I'm still not sure.

Life's like that I guess.

Wanted to sit down and have a chat with everyone, but it was nearly impossible to do so with MM around and Cherin being so listless like that. Was really worried about her, like god knows what happened, but she cheered up a little in the end I guess, hope she's really fine :'D

Man, there were so many things we could have chatted about. But, I guess there are still many opportunities in the future.

Speaking of the future, I'm not sure any more. What to do. I don't even want to go to JC any longer. I'm scared we'll drift apart like they said, I'm really scared. What if we really do? I don't want it to happen. I don't want it to happen. Losing you guys would be like losing the world. I don't want a single one of you to leave. Can't everyone just stay by each other's side? I'm really scared. What if I enter that darkness I hated so much again? What if I end up being all alone again?

I don't want that to happen. I don't want this to end. Time, please stop, will you?