xxx days after liberty:

Holidays are boring. It's so funny how we look forward to them when all the examinations come crashing down on us and then we shout, "I'm bored," on a daily basis when they are finally here.

Honestly, I have not accomplished much during the holidays and that makes me really sad D: I don't know why, but I'm probably just too lazy to get started on anything. Maybe it's high time I started on Japanese and drums/guitar anyway. If I can handle it somehow next year, I shall learn.

I've not been progressing much with studies, read a little of biology and econs, but it's like almost nothing is going it. And I blame the weather, really, I do. When it's in the afternoon, it's so warm and stuffy I want to sleep and when it's night time, it's so cold, I want to sleep. There, blaming the weather successfully.

Recently, I've not been talking much to any of them either, probably the lack of topics to chat about now. I mean I don't want to spazz over Sherlock and Downton Abbey with people who don't watch it anyway, they'd be bored.

Speaking of which, I think I'm starting to understand her a little now, like it's hard to talk to people you're close to about things that are troubling you. I find it way easier to talk to juniors and other rather close friends about things in life as compared to watermelons. I don't know, it's like you're afraid that you'll trouble them unnecessarily and worse, they might even think differently of you.

But I still love you guys anyway~