A life I would like to live:

If I could choose how I want my life to be, this would be how I want it to be.

I wish I had better brains, and I would be at least top 10 in level in whatever school I'm in. And I would be pretty, then maybe I'll be able to feel good about myself once in a while. I wish I would be able to choose the path I want to walk down on all by myself.

I would be a detective/police woman/private investigator. I would bring justice to the world. I would then clear all misunderstandings people have about criminals and give them the respect they ought to have when they finally return to society. I would study criminal psychology to understand criminals better.

Or maybe, I'd be content being a bartender/barista. Then I'd shake my cocktails for the party people and whip up some good coffee for the tired souls in the society.

I don't even mind being an idol, or part of an unknown band. I would play the drums, rap, beatbox all I want and maybe get a few fans.

This is the life I want to lead.

Sadly, seems rather impossible.