Yesterday, I received my O level Chinese results. They weren't exactly ideal, or rather, they weren't ideal at all. If I put in more effort, I should have gotten that A. I've always been getting A, so it's rather disappointing that I can't even get A for Os.

Anyway, moving onto the brighter part of the post... I got 3rd in class! God knows how I did that. But you know if some things had never happened, that prize probably wouldn't be mine. Honestly, I don't think I really deserved that prize, but thanks to everyone who congratulated me. Prizes should be given out according to effort, and not results though. I know so many other people who worked so much harder than me. They really deserved the prize, not me. Like, I don't think the first and second in class put in even 1/10th as much effort as many others did.

And today! I went to HCJC's open house with the rest. It was awesome, but kind of frightening to know that next Monday, I'll be officially part of that gigantic school compound. And truth be told, I realised how I've gotten used to a female environment, I can't stare at a guy. I can't talk to a guy, okay maybe I did. But that's not the point, how am I supposed to talk to the rest.

And maybe, just maybe, if I worked really hard, would it all pay off. Would I show all those suckers that I might not be pretty or popular as you guys, but, in a way, I'm more determined.

Sigh, JC life. What surprises would it bring.